The more I loved you
The more it hurt to be apart
The more I needed you
The more I wish I never fell into this

The more I touched you
The more I discovered scars
The more I cherished you
The more I wish I never fell into this

Now I'm num

The more I trust you
The more I fall apart
The more I beg for you
The more I wish you given up and ended it

Now I'm num
I've never felt so happy before
I've never felt nothing
I've never felt so in control
I can't feel a thing

I said, No, I'll never ever open up and let you in
If I can't feel, how will I know when its real?

Now I'm num
I've never felt so happy before
I've never felt nothing
I've never felt so in control
I can't feel a thing