Some nights it really gets to me and this right now is killing me
unsure as forever with eyes so wide
it's as clear as day
a wavering frightened glance
promise not to cry
one tears released the flood
sorrow blinks to brightness of day
be strong
i faked a smile that crumbled under sunday morning's sky
apologize 10,000 times for days run over forever in my mind
but middle ground has given way and where to step is now what i face
no one to have no hand to hold
i suppress my position as a means to silence the truth
tormented by my every undying devotion to you
i cry terrified the truth will never calm
but for now if i can just push on and forget all will be all right