As I close the gates to trauma
I get caught by (the) shades of regret
Bleeding eyes stare, from the inside,
At mirrors that reflect the distress
Watch me, vigilant
And I can't even hide,
No matter what I try
Take my hand, rescue me
From the madness I'm in too deep
Save my soul, feed my will,
Give me one good reason to live
As I try to fix the faulty
I, myself, become my nemesis
Memories are cruel disciples
Of relapse when I'm awaking
Watch me, vigilant
"You can't write your book
When you reject your own past,
When you reject to be the main character
You must die
You must see you dying to know
That you're still alive"
Watch me vigilant