she has seen no words speak through him
he has seen her grow through plastic eyes
and the sign thats posted on the door reads
do not enter, monster in disguise

she says theres no such thing inside
but he says that when i finally love me
i wont break inside you will see
plus i promised mom and dad

standing, sleeping, sitting, breathing,
cant help but feel the cold air in this room
complacency and urgency
ode to those that know better than i do

so she says will i go numb inside
but shes says are you the boy who loved me
was it something said please tell me
because the flaws that run through you
will surely trample me you see

this soul has many voids throughout me
i have fallen deep inside
ill never find the right way
and im sick of living life through weakness
i would rather slip and die than live this life without you

so when i finally love me
i will break inside you will see
cause i promised mom and dad i have this thing called son wrapped up
this soul has many voids throughtout me
i have fallen deep inside, i will never find the right way
and im sick of living life through weakness
i would rather slip and die than live this life without you