I had joy and I was strong
and I was good at holding on
and I had heart and I had soul
and if I wanted to I could even make it snow
anytime

Did I look desperate to you
or did it look like I knew what I was doing
well all that is true
but as the days get longer
I can't remember
ifI'm getting worse or getting better
at playing this part
now where did it start

I had joy and I was strong
and I was good at holding on
and I had heart and I had soul
and if I wanted to I could even make it snow
anytime

Did I run circles around your heart
it was a private mission
it's an old tradition
that I cannot stop
???cause if I do they'll catch me and they'll never let me
keep my secret weapon hidden in the bedroom
at the top of the stairs
man, I hope it's still there

I had joy and I was strong
and I was good at holding on
and I had heart and I had soul
and if I wanted to I could even make it snow
anytime

All I wanna do is run
all I wanna do is fly
I've been saved so many times
just from staring at the sky
I'm still staring at the sky
and I'll never understand
why

I know my way through these woods
and though the paths have faded
and the trees have shaded
where my heart once stood still
I still feel it beating
all the years mean nothing
I am still believing
I can see the touching
of my soul and the sun
I close my eyes and I've won

I had joy and I was strong
and I was good at holding on
and I had heart and I had soul
and if I wanted to I could even make it snow
anytime
oh where did that little girl go
I need to find her
I need to find her so I can get through this show
do you know?