Never should have walked you to the door,
Never should have told you those 3 words
When you said you wanted less I wanted more
Isn't that the way it always works?
And why did I call you yesterday?
You never call me back
I wonder if you wonder if I'm okay

And all I have left are photographs,
Scattered on my floor and torn in half

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds look down here,
And see the loser of the year

So I hear your going away to school
Saw your friend Stacy out last night
I tried to play it off like it was cool,
But it was killing me inside
Thought about how we crossed that line,
Sneaking out so we could be alone
It all happened right at the wrong time

All I have left are memories,
To remind me of what we'll never be

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds could you look down here,
At the loser of the year

Should I move on?
Should I give up?
Did I give too much?
Was I not enough?

Either way,
I hate myself for falling in this far
Holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Outside your house standing at your window
Before you close your eyes could you come down here
And kiss the loser of the year

(I hate myself for falling in this far)
And kiss the loser of the year
(Every minute wanna be where you are)
I'm just the loser of the year
(I hate myself for falling in this far)
I'm the loser of the year
(I hate myself for falling in this far)