woke up slow this morning to quiet walls and a sunlight flood
this place it seems so empty
and everything except for this wait has left me
try not to dwell on this time
how long can it last?
hold your breath and close your eyes
the pain will pass
try to rise above the distance of all that you want
and soon you'll know the why
why and for what
for the sake of a love like no other
for something we've never known
for the hope of another chance at happiness
we forsake
i've watched the colors fade where windows cast their shape
the same way i have changed in the light of these dark days
i believe in happiness and in love that never fails
but the longer i wait here the more they just seem like a fairy tale
i need you to save me
you seem beyond a stones throw
helpless hands tied
i try but this garden's overgrown on the inside
try to rise above the distance of all that i want and remember the why
why and for what