When she fell from my side
I could not even cry
Anger and frustration
Suicidal mind
Blinded by rage uncontrolled
Crying my stained tears of hate
In the night I forever walked
Did not care about the world no more

I fell deep inside myself
Nothing made sense anymore
Insanity and depression
I had to find a way
To see you once again
That was my only goal
For love I damned my soul
Forever I'll live with this pain

Now I am the one
Hiding in my mind
Trying to forget
That I was left behind

So many years has passed me by
I lost track of time
Anguish and aggression
Suicidal mind
Memories still haunt my dreams
Blaming myself for not being there
The path of damnation I walk upon
Oblivion I seek forever more

Now I am the one
Hiding in my mind
Trying to forget
I should have died with you!