Mental anguish is filled with fears of disapproval
Never was I accepted in your eyes
With diminishing feelings of joy, you were never satisfied
Always the cup close to your mouth, so we could never see you spill a drop
Frightened with the thought of whether I would even awaken
To dream reality, like an overdose waiting
A full collapse
To finally make something shine in your eyes
A heartbeat ticks with timeless thoughts running around
We crowd and begin to look down
To see you embedded without a thorn crown Are we disfigured in these eyes?
Are we the ones that create such stutter?
How do we awaken a beast, when all we have is one last wish?
Suffocating the last wishes and demands you could never let go
I could finally overcome the atrocities that once held me back
Staring into the eyes of the ones that beguiled me
To rape and forget the ones you love, a life your too familiar with