It was cold outside and I was lost in my mind
Always searching for something I could never find,
But you had the answer the whole time

I grew up in the arms of love Never a moment when I didn't feel enough
Still I would search for reasons to, fight back, when I was never put under attack, and I

I know it's not about, winning the fight
It's about taking a step back to see the other side
So what was my investment with always having to be right?
When I let you down I let you, down

Pressure started to, sink in
And what never used to matter became all that mattered then
So I lied I lied to ease the pain and don't know why, I chose to keep living my life, pushing truth aside, and I

I know that it's not about, fearing the knife
Or the words that come armed on it's back, and stab 'til you go blind
Those rosy colored glasses won't protect you from your mind,
They'll let you down Let you down

Maybe it's time to grow up And take getting burned as a lesson learned from staring at the sun
So here's to change! Here's to change and changing my ways
If I'm gonna leave mark on this earth I gotta let go of yesterday!

And I, I know it's not about, being right It's about keeping my class and swallowing my pride Acknowledge good intent, now I know good was all you meant
Yeah I, I know it's not about, not about being right It's about keeping my class and swallowing my pride Acknowledge good intent, now I know good was all you meant

When I let you down I let you, down
Down, down, no oh, whooooo ooooo