Nine months in captivity
Came out of the womb, fell on the floor
Cat cut my umbilical cord, covered in goo, In this life my bearers breath smells like glue
Sick of waitng, people staring, Social sodomy on display
A carnival of blood-stained envy, Hate strung lies and open graves
Open my eyes to a big surprize, To a house of a pigsty
Garbage on the floor, needles in the couch, Broken glass and blood dripping everywhere
My daddy walks in, he's pissed as usual
Sits his fat ass down on the couch
Shoves the needle in his arm (it's all about you)
And grabs a bottle and smashes it over my mommys head
She falls to the floor (you fucking cunt we're through)
I can't take this anymore
This can't go on
What is this hell I was brought into?
My son
I Gave life, but I don't really know you
So much pain, just take it away
Just like life the blood it drains and I am to be denied
Hearts are bleeding children screaming; An orgasm of constant rage
Pointed fingers in blackened mirrors
I Never I asked for what I gave
He punts me outside,
Throws me in the car, says I don't belong,
Takes me to the city dump, throws me out,
Stomps on my head one last time for good measure
So he can go on, and laughs as he rides away
Nine months and a day
Waste of time waste of my life
If this is what I am destined to, I shall not exsist at all
Roll around in the garbage,
Barbwire, broken glass till my flesh is one big scar
Just like life the blood drains, and I am nevermore