here I am talking Вґbout discoveries
emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different

I wanted all
now I am standing here, donВґt give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head ? a weird tone
it sounds like

I didnВґt lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
but I donВґt wanna wait
but I donВґt wanna
but I donВґt wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

here I am hiding my head in sand
here I am swearing I am innocent
donВґt wanna crawl, donВґt wanna sink
all on my own

I wanted all
but itВґs hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
and smile down

who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
Вґcause I donВґt wanna wait
I donВґt wanna
I donВґt wanna
I donВґt wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

I wanted all
but itВґs hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
Вґcause I donВґt wanna wait
I donВґt wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
IВґm mad, iВґm mad, IВґm mad

The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me