[verse#1]

The years have gone by
and i still think of u
Couldnt sleep at night,
I was just thinking what to do
All i wanted was to see that u cared,
but wen the time was right,
U were never there
Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come,
I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb

[verse #2]

look at me looking better than u ever did
i wanna show u something that i know we never had
even tho i tried i couldnt walk away
couldnt say things i really had to say to you anymore
but im trying not try anymore
trying not to try

[verse#3]

been waitin for this moment for too long
and i want it so bad but i know its wrong
why cant u feel the way i do for u
why do i keep holding on

Trying Im trying not to try
TryingIm trying not to try