I enjoyed seeing you that way
Pushed away
Maybe heartbroken
But I dunno
I just enjoyed the thought
That I had when you said
It's all over now
You don't have to cry

This is the reason
Why
It's not the same
I trusted you
You lied to me
You know
It's not the same
As it used to be

I'm not sad
I'm not going to cry
Yeah, I'm just confused
And you say these things now
Like you've grown taller than everyone around
Why don't you treat me like you used to do?
Why

Why do I blame you?
Why do I feel ashamed?
Why did it turn out this way?
Why did I risk this?
Why do I think this?
Why isn't this clear to me?

I'm not the same person that I used to be