verse 1: just when i thought that i was better, i realized that i don't know what better was

is it

better than i used to be?
better for you or for me?

i'd better hurry 'cause i need a better view of things
i don't know what it is or what i might be coming down with

chorus: don't know where i've been don't know where to go can't remember all the things that i need to know all i know is that if i think about it, i'd still rather be me than me be you

verse 2: and i'm not getting any better , 'cause