I woke up dead today
And what's worse, I didn't care
I just laid there and waited for the feeling to return
But the feeling never returned
It's a fear
And if I lay still enough
I can pretend that you're still here
And when the city's cloaked in black
The only color that attracts
The lonely people here
Ask one and they'll tell you
What's the point of falling in love
When all it does is leave you cold?
And I don't want to do this anymore
I woke up all alone
It's the first day in a long, long time
That I couldn't imagine myself crying when I think of you
But I'm too tired to hurt anymore
And I know that it can't last forever
And in the darkness of my apartment
I found light there and it burns
But I came to welcome the pain
'Cause it's the only thing that makes you strong
And I miss you still but I guess I'll just move on