Quiet this night and open these eyes
I find myself lost in the shuffle
This breath of life is getting complicated, and my mind has shut down
This rope's end is harder to hold
I'm at the point of surrender, but I can't let go
Lifting my hands used to be so simple, but I fight to give it all
I can't fake it anymore
Take this life and make it yours
Bend this will until it breaks
I am yours
You can have me
Take my heart and lift it up, and I will hold on to you
I am yours
You have me wanting and needing more, aching and longing to hold you
It is becoming harder to know my own self
I feel that from a distance, I am watching my life get turned upside down
I have been so thirsty
Why can't I notice me and stop lying to myself?
I asked for this portrait
I pleaded for this, but now I bend under the load of responsibility
Will it all fall by the wayside, and will I let it?
Will there be anything left to hold onto but me?
I need you more than I need myself
I can't do this on my own