barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead
barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead

fuck

sleepless and I feel this
hopeless within this illness
keep this in the darkness
kill this but I want this

so here I go again tryna know my pain
cut a little deeper but it feels the same
close my eyes and I see the light
wide awake I pretend that I
will survive mouth is dry
shed my skin and I don't know why
can't escape cause there ain't no use
I love my self abuse

shameless and I blame this
own this because I chose this
hopeless and I know this
need this but I loathe this

so here I go again tryna know my pain
cut a little deeper but it feels the same
close my eyes and I see the light
wide awake I pretend that I
will survive mouth is dry
shed my skin and I don't know why
can't escape cause there ain't no use
I love my self abuse

I love my self abuse
I hate my self

barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead
barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead

I love this self abuse I hate this self abuse
I love this self abuse I hate this

hush little baby don't you cry
hush little baby don't you cry
DON'T YOU CRY!

barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead FUCK!
barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead FUCK!

Crucified