My Cold November


That night I hung up the phone Tears were rolling down my eyes
All I had was the comfort of my best friends The next day left alone

I watched the Lions game Anything to get my mind off of you
I didn't care who won; I already lost
Remembering those words that I deserved better than you

I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for?
A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door

Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter
I wanted to throw it up and send it to you
Just to give you a reminder of how it feels
To destroy someone's holiday

I went to turn on the TV Home Alone was on, how fitting
I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why Still left wondering why
Black Friday never fit so perfect It felt like a part of me just died
Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores
I just wanted to rip out my eyes

Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you
Hoping to never see it again
It still pops up sometimes
And a tear still rolls down my eyes

Winter never felt so cold







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