This is feeding what I am
It's like salt poured into a deep, infected wound It's the
type of pain you really dig and long for I've always been
Insecure to open up and show love Some pretty girl with
Long hair, some bald guy writhing
rejectionThe kind that's self induced The tongue that's
Bitten through The nauseating stab Is feeding what
I am A short fuse

If there really is a god, then it's punishing me constantly
She let me taste that sugarhole and of course, I wanted
More

But no I'm reduced to a Rottypanol snort and a lot of drinks
This shit goes on and on Just look down my pants
RejectionIt ain't a fucking game My human dick to
blame A sociopathic plan Is feeding what I am
RejectionTakes life away from eyes Will give you to
The skies It makes me more than a man Is drowning

What I am