Calm Envy


I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you I want to love all of you
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside

I want to see all of you I want to love all of you
The answer is drowning in a smile
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the [good bye]
How I wish it to be us together crying at this [farewell]
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space
Don't chase those long passed days

Don't leave anything more than what's already left

[At least…]

I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco

The days that won't return, the person I loved







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