I feel the cold setting in,
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin,
I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low,
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out,
From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth,
What was I thinking? What was I doing with that milf?
My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth

And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, but I know that I should
Tell myself I wont do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air,
Though I can't see no one, I feel their stare,
They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done
And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one

And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, but I know that I should
Tell myself I wont do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

And the suns gone down and I'd love it to rise,
Lets me know that I've survived
Every noise runs down my spine
Keep the clock to check the time
I need to talk, need conversation,
Rack my brain for explanations,
Need you here just holding me,
Shield me so they'll leave me be
But that's the way I've always been,
And that's the way I'll always be
And there's no fucking change in me
Cause that's the way I'll always be

And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, but I know that I should
Tell myself I wont do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be