This time won't be like the last time I swear I'm gonna make it different for sure
No more monsters manifesting self destruction gonna keep me pure
Don't try to stop me now because it's far too late
I gotta figure it out on my own
The walls are closing in
The foundation shakes as the vultures wait to pick me to the bone
Wide awake now another day remnants of my vices still laughing at me
Amnesiated too hard to say what I did last night or what was done to me
Sad and lonely, isolated don't want to feel like this any more
Weak of mind and manipulated tired of feeling like everybody's whore
Tired of living like I got no self-esteem accommodating everybody else but me
And I give and they take and I give and they take
And I give no more