My fear has a stronger resolve than my will
Inconsistent
And makes me out to be uneasy and erratic in fact
But in the abstract, that is where the art is
The milk I know that I should be trading in for meat
The big picture accused of being conspired by men
Where the word of god was a casting call for those of like fears of change
I trained with fools and watched simple questions
Root out the foolishness in myself
It leads to no acceptable end
Only more lies
My will has a stronger resolve than my fear
It's been called a venom that's poisoned friendships
That should have shaped my new life
In truth it discerns the bullies from the bullshit, teachers from the tools
Either way it is messy and destroys the will
Do not tell me that you love me
It's a lie that you do not have the stomach to see through
Just stop