I've come to the conclusion that I am giving up
Enough with second chances, I am done
I've given all I can, I've held on long enough
My mind will rest in peace forever

I've warned myself three thousand times
And yet I'm still with this mistake,
It takes a lot of guts to do this to yourself
Enclose your wallet, blame your parents
And don't forget to take your pills
And in the end,
Lets pray that there will just be nothing

And oh what comes next? Does this stop or change?
Much sicker, less younger and oh so miserable

Take me back, Take me back
I'm not meant for this, there must be a mistake
Take me back, Take me back
I am cancerous, kill or be infected

All of my friends have gotten older
And I'm this wasted punk trash youth
I've tried to settle down, but it's of no use
This anomie has been plaguing me,
I've got the scars but not the proof,
And the bloody fists to scribble out one last truth

And oh what comes next? Does this stop or change?
Much sicker, less younger and oh so miserable

Take me back, Take me back
I'm not meant for this, there must be a mistake
Take me back, Take me back
I am cancerous, kill or be infected

I'm no hero sweetheart
I'm sick, I'm sick
You are my redemption
Fix this, fix this

A bullet left babe,
Aim slightly above the eyes
There's still hope left, don't be selfish
All I wanted was to fix this world,
Ironic how I've just condemned it

Take me back, Take me back
I'm not meant for this, there must be a mistake
Take me back, Take me back
I am cancerous, kill or be infected

I'm no hero sweetheart
I'm sick, I'm sick
You are my redemption
Fix this, fix this