"The black and cold reminds me, of all the distance we have crossed
And, if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost

But I'm not the one who seeks your protection
I'm not the one to share the disguise
And, I'm not the one who reeks of rejection
I'm not the one to tear the same way twice

Chorus: You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out, smothered
You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out

Here all your walls surround me
They're closing in, they've lost my sight
The violence around me found me when I could not fight

But I'm not the one to take your direction
I'm the one the one who wears the disguise
And, I'm not the one to share your reflection
I'm not the one to break the same way twice

Chorus: You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out, smothered
You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out

I will never win
I will never win with you
I will never win
I will never win with you

I reach you
I fear you
(?) no more than you know
I hate you
I still do, everytime you let me go

Chorus: You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out, smothered
You push from the inside, smothered
You push from the inside out

You push from the inside(x4)
Background(x4):I will never win

Smothered, I'm smothered"