Every moment I'm with you
Feels like my skin is peeling off so why the fuck do I even try to talk to you
I wish you'd die
And though I say I'd rather not deal with Everything or anything at all,

I can't help myself and I can't fight back
I'm fuckin sick and I'm off track
Can you heal me?
Please tell me if you can
I'm fuckin sick
I'm not sure you'd understand

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
But this time
It just made me hate you more
They say forgiveness, it's a virtue
But at this point I'm not so sure

I came this close to walking away
And now I wish I fucking had
I wish I fucking had