Falling apart I'm sickening I'm sickening Losing my heart I'm sickening I'm sickening Retract Trying to forget Trying to protect Crawling this far I'm sickenin...

I see the things that you do I see the people you screw I see the world that you make I see the mess you create I see you contaminate With your refusal to wait ...

Crawl from my hole Covered in mud Force my face up Towards the sun Burnt This happened to me Once before Now I've let myself go back Am I there? Ignore me Smoth...

Pull me from the toaster Straight into the roaster Fill my head with the stuff Brightest dreams are made of Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringi...

It seems to be so obvious That you know what I don't Take me through this emptiness Where you can build a home Bleach the imperfections Plating them in gold Mak...

I don't know what's growing on the inside But I do know how it looks from the outside Surprisesuffer Never beforeuntil you dropped Arrogance has swept you off y...

Staring at the empty I need to move along Choose to see it your way Leaves me all alone I need to find a reason I need to find the answer I need to pick it apar...

Under It's dark Right now Release me I've come this far I'd don't need you Right I don't miss much I don't miss you See right through me Convince me that I'm wr...

Feel the waking up Feel the breaking loose Start the engine turning Feel the inside burning Fired Push it to the red line Push it to the edge and it starts to u...

All grown up Made your mother proud Hey look at me Sitting on my cloud Weak frightened little boy Meek the source of so much joy Think you lie above the rest On...

Just in time To steal what's mine Uprooting Again Cold and blind Can't feel what's mine Unpleasant Surprise Who was I To think that I'd Not be here Again Days u...

Clinging to a hope Dust that makes me choke A tiny piece of dirt Happiness assured Can't be too far Can't be too hard Traction having slipped I think I've lost ...

I've felt the tap On my shoulder I've turned around And grown older I feel it burning On the horizon The orange glow I've never known Push I've been left here o...

Lifting up from this Balance under pressure shifts Feel the gears slip Feel the gears slip Strain Nothing ever lifts Nothing ever lifts Drain Nothing ever shift...

I don't know enough about you To leave myself wide open And I don't know when I've had enough To remove myself from you Try not to think it out Try not to act i...

You fell on me For the last time Ugly of the worst kind Imposing like a dark cloud Reaching out Wrong Push away Holding me Crushing me Push away Holding me Crus...

find me wherever I hide myself away always there beside me despite my efforts to shake I must lose this shell unleash myself brand new own me forever strip my l...

An icy grip Creeps over me A shivering glimpse Of what's about to be Think That's all it's gonna take Think That's all there is at stake It should be getting ea...

Invite yourself in like a bad case of fleas Parasitic ploy fills and obvious need Set me up Cut me down Cash me in Spit me out Thanks for nothing Stealing the f...

There Somewhere out there is a better day Somewhere out there has to be Better than today hopes to be Anyway To be a part of anything Shows me what I've missed ...

Working so hard To keep myself in I'm wearing the scars Of where I haven't beenyet Working so hard Crawling this far Clutching the shards Of what was torn apart...

Hold me to the light All this for me Arms wrapped around me Breathe Out Gold Cold Hold me to the light Hold me to the light All this for me Arms wrapped around ...