One careless conception One life created Unlucky strange day One father, one mother One worse than the other One sick of anger One disease and one dysfunction O...

Muted, distant, unrecognizable sounds The city, the people, the kitchen, the bathroom, Places I managed to recognize After several days But not by smell I can't...

I wish I knew how to travel in time I wish I knew how I wish I knew how to travel in time I wish I knew how Cruel betrayal No one wants to be alone My prison My...

Nights dark beyond darkness and the days more gray Each one than what had gone before Dust and ash everywhere Charted and limbless trunks of Trees stretching aw...

Overwhelming Alienation Pale landscape Slowly brathing in Deporting poison Feeding with sacrum Procreating personality Drowning in sin Healing impurity That i...

Bleed forever Cold Broken Destiny Lighting in my head Watch me fall Pain of harvest grows My soul is a storm Skin and leather Cold Victim Misery Bleed on feat...

Hold by fear Broken womb inside Never heals Watch my demons spread Out by fear Through your tears I watch you cry all alone Through your eyes I cut my wrists s...

Open up your mind Help yourself Adopt to surroundings Lose your mind Become one with others Free ride alone Free ride once more My mind is on the edge Closer ...

My life begins again I wish it would never end Mommy, I'm here for you Daddy, I'm next to you You fear me more and more Pity and cruelty Sunk in dark misery God...

With Helplessness I Cursed God And Wept in Terrible Silence Everything I Loved And Everything I Lived For Gaze into Inverted World Where Drowned Sins are Cyclin...

The Curtain is Up Naked Thoughts approaching Beginning Facing Truth with The Boiling Blood Journal of Pain is Written The Curtain is Up Naked Thoughts approachi...

Bleeding Through my Scars I'm save Now my chilling Gods Reach out to come out Oh my chilling Gods My intense images Laughing and dying Hysterical depression So...

White, gray Visual phenomena White, Blue Waterfall illusion Textures Background Illusory replacement How to find an Order How to find an Order Pay attention wh...

Never ending highways Are extended gutters And the gutters are full of scarlet Time grinding clock is devouring My alcoholic freedom Drop by drop Minute after ...

Seal me Seal Me in you For I have structured My spirit in cascades of flowing molecules Seal me now for this is what your regressed mind is absolutely dreaming ...

I must wear a mask With a face in my hands I am drowning in smoke Painting your lips with sins and sick guilt Into dreams I run achieving desiring calm I am fl...

Slowly crawling on my mind It was growing in my head It was always in my head Craving I cannot ignore Slowly growing in my heart Tension like insanity Figures o...

Leaving the chaos behind straight paths lead me far away beyond the mountain of pain Endless journey To the place of peace I can reach the shining stars I can r...

Feel that In the deepest Darkness Of Despair Feel Somewhere deep inside I'm gonna end up what I've tried Visions Dark suicidal visions Can't regain Balance Ho...