This is for my suffering No more days putting faith where it doesn't belong I've been held down here for too goddamn long Seen you all come and go and I've bee...

This is a dark world This is a cheap sick world This one is tattered and torn So why was I born into this world? Infected dirty world This poor desperate world ...

I feel so different now It all feels so different now I had you in my life once I had that feeling of the real thing once But now you're gone And that's all go...

Like an animal Senses fear Chills up my spine I know you're here It's been so long So what did you expect? I know where you've been And I disrespect I feel sick...

I grew up insecure Afraid of everything Just wanted to feel something No confidence I had no one who believed That I was anything Left to find my own Through ...

You hold what you have to hold on to The bluest eyes are the saddest eyes I know this all too well The blankest stare The I don't care A crawl inside type of h...

I can deal with you holding yourself down I would have carried us through I broke my back for you I almost thought it was worth it I was bled dry Now you see it...

So you don't believe No, you don't believe Said you can't believe You can't believe in me Well I've learned to need And I've learned to need And I've learned to...

Wasting time on my own thoughts Pulling me in so deep Thoughts of you in our little world It makes me cold It makes me weak I self destructed I reconstructed I...

I feel ugly, I'm so tired Trying to make it all make sense I ask you to hold me Hold me like never before I might break I don't know how much more I can take I ...

I lay here silent How do I tell her How far away I feel With every breath she tries to hold tighter But far away is all I feel You needed a hand and I tried to...

And you get so tired So tired Could you help meplease? I am on point They call me the pointman I wait in the silence I wait for you Inside the blood runs faste...

I need this I breed this I know these wrong ways are mine I live this I give this A slave to a life unkind Need is the root of my evil So I will follow it wher...

I was awake Alone - afraid - confused The only love I knew The only love I knew You were the only love I knew And I was afraid Scars don't heal When they grow ...

Something is following me Something has its eyes on me Someone paid off all my friends And thinks I don't know But it doesn't mean a thing to me I know they're...

Too much time - has gone by Take a look back on that life I see your eyes - I see myself And I can't look back on that life Forced to listen - forced to learn ...

I grew up insecure Afraid of everything Just wanted to feel something No confidence I had no one who believed That I was anything Left to find my own Through ...

You hold what you have to hold on to The bluest eyes are the saddest eyes I know this all too well The blankest stare The I don't care A crawl inside type of h...

Tonight is just another night I know I've told you this before But the needs I have hurt inside And I'm tired of being ignored 'Cause there's only so many times...

Laying here alone I am exhausted and nothing here is right I'm lost here in silence I'm empty and tired of this life I am tired of this life I am tired of the ...

Look at how they look at you Used up again Feel Feel how they're treating you Only for their use again Respect They've never seen it Another one is how they see...

For seven years I thought you were down Now the spineless one is all I know You were a friend of mine Two-faced You are Both faces hide your fear And both fac...

This time you couldn't walk away from me This time there was nowhere you could hide This time I wanted all the answers This time I really thought I was prepared...

Tried to tell you there was something wrong But you never listened anyway All of this is such a waste The tears have tore lines into my face Hours spent to fin...

Tried to tell you there was something wrong But you never listened anyway All of this is such a waste The tears have torn lines into my face Hours spent to find...