My self affliction Leads to My self-destructive Massochistic belief With blood on my hands And fresh wounds Carved into my arms Your disease Enamors me You are...

Everytime I try Shot down Everytime I think I fuck it up even worse My beliefs, my ways All coming (Crumbling) Systematic reconstruction Of a life totally lost...

Suffering once more Don't know how much longer Bleeding on this Making a big mess I can't hold my hands My thoughts begin to rush This pain inside me Shatters m...

I can't feel this Every single time It's taking me Pretty soon it's gonna consume me Soon enough My life will be deceased Such pain driving me further Torture ...

Waiting, waiting Feel it all decaying I'm hiding, I'm hiding It's all collapsing Drag me down Like you do so perfectly Close my eyes So I don't have to see The...

Put me together Just to tear me apart again stitches, stitches stitches soon enough im gonna need stitches with what you've done to me torn me open so many time...

I can't believe the shit I witness everyday Fucking with my mind Sometimes I wanna crawl way Sometimes I wanna beat the shit out of me The decisions I make Are ...

can see inside you Can you become everything Change the way you live your life Or is it gonna be The same Just another day Another town And everything's coming ...

Too dark to breathe Such silence Like music to me I want to believe That this life Isn't as fucked As it's been to me I see your smiles I see the life you live ...