All along
Guardian you don't exist lack of faith is "in" again
Fall alone is setting in
She stayed cold
And left me dead
Now it's driven in me head
That everything must end,
That every book must close
But nobody forgets
All forced sensations,
You know just won't last
A fow relations,
All seem to grow crass;
Uninspired and far away
From who I need to be
All so disappointing
Hear with nothing
I will leave, the same
This path I'm on
Disrupts all function
No discern no hope for calm
Inner dysfunction
I've never felt so alone,
Never felt so disconnected
From someone yet
Helping in their the all
Struggling to feel the things
That just cannot be forced
Desperation takes it's toll
Surrenders to them all
Start again so far from here,
Knowing the truth, that all along
You were just holding me down,
Pulling me down, keeping me down