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Shut your fucking mouth. It's 5am.
I already know about you and him.
I guess I should have known, the day we met your red flags on.
So much for trust.
Honestly, honesty's for liars (words don't feel).

Truthfully, truth doesn't need explaining it just is.
Alone and insecure, it's 6am and I'm running back to her once again.
The real sickness is, I need the pain and in fact I'm craving it,
So I can escape decades of the real pain, stuck inside me.

Honestly, honesty's for liars (words don't feel).
Truthfully, truth doesn't need explaining (it's just real).
Trust me, that trust never lasts forever (just like us)
Believe me, beliefs never worth believing.
It never was.

I started when I first betrayed myself.
(I wanted this, I needed this, I have to)
I had to find a different kind of hurt
(Wanted this, I needed this).
'Cuz pain's become my brand new normal.

Honestly, honesty.
Truthfully, truth left me.
Trust me that trust never lasts forever.

Honestly, honesty's for liars (words don't feel)
Truthfully, truth doesn't need explaining (it's just real)
Trust me that trust never lasts forever (just like us)
Believe me, beliefs never worth believing.
It never was.