I left the show tonight,
And I feel whole for once
Another chance, another lie
This lack of sleep, these lack of worlds that are unique
Oh bottle keep me warm tonight

I drink up to burn tonight,
Pray to my sternum caving in,
I'll kill a thousand birds without one stone
Ignore their calls Give them a scare that's worth a shit
I'll never learn to ask for help

Make sure to stay honest
It's so hard to be honest

Oh how it takes so much just to down these pills,
I'm just a cash whore fake with consumer thrills
A crumpled hundred in my pocket to quell this earthquake in my stomach
It's getting easier to forget what's right
"I've got the greatest fix for these starless nights,
Watch how they'll crowd you for attention"
Your fault Your choice Your inspiration

"You have such potential,
Just throw it all away
All Your songs and your thoughts and your words are so typical"

I'm done with all this,
I'm tired of this
These memories and apathy I've puked them down the drain
I'm done with all this,
I'm tired of this
Everything, just everything, Everything seems wrong

I can't make this better
It's all lies
I'm just another failure
Let's lay here promise
If I forget myself If I forget just who I am
That you will bury me That you will slaughter me
Tear all my apathy, each thing that's sickened me,
And show it to the world

I'm done with all this,
I'm tired of this
Everything, just everything, Everything seems wrong