There was a time when I was whole
When I had it all together
But that was long ago
Now several years later
I still don't know any better
I don't know how to let this go
I've tried to keep myself
From breaking
I've tried to keep my heart
From aching
But these tears come back,
And grab me by the throat
I wish that I was better
I've just tried so hard
To forget it
It's always here, even when I'm not

I am fine
I'll make it on my own this time
I'm better off alone
I'm better off alone

There was a time
When it all made sense
When I was content
But that was years ago
I watched the world crash down
Around me
I watched my friends go on
Without me
And leave me stranded and alone
And I've been left
With next to nothing,
And I've been burdened to carry
Something Something I don't truly
Understand