Pressure drops and beating ends, I flatline to join the dead

These shallow thoughts are running through my head
And it's waking up my inner self
These voices in my head are screaming let me out
I want to break free

If I had a chance or a miracle
I'd bring u back the same and nothing would have changed
There's no second chance so live for today with no regrets

It feels like my whole life just took a drastic turn for the worse
I know you tried u tried to break free
But in the end it got the best of you
Like a punch to the face puts me into shock
Like a night mare that just wont ever stop

I know u need me to b strong
But I'm weaker now without u (I need you now like you needed me)
I need u to step away from the edge it not worth dying for

Trying to remember the past while looking to the future
(We were so young, so innocent)
Nothing could ever happen to us
But in the end we got our wakeup call

Pressure drops and beating ends I flatline to join the dead