Thoughts keep racing through my head
I'm pacing back and forth across the room
These are not my own thoughts, but the thoughts of someone attempting to control me
I have tried to reluctantly let go but she controls my grasp
She compiles all my sentiments and paints images of our fictional embrace
My face turns white as I see her pass
This impact has left me dead
It s impossible to live this way
I've written my farewell letter to the world and await my burial
There are no remedies for these lacerations
Only my love for her
This absence has left me dead to love
I have lost control of myself and of these thoughts
All I can hear are her whispers
I'm screaming for them to leave
Get the fuck out
I screamed for hours
I screamed for days
Yet all I can hear is the sound of her voice
This has to be a fucking dream
This can't can t be happening
You are gone and I am dead
From a distance you paint an image of a burial plot inside my mind
Is this the only way we can be together?
From a distance you grasp my hand and lead me away from everything I have ever loved
She brought this upon me, casting shadows that only cloud my mind
You were my only desire and you brought this upon me
My only cure is your love
I can feel it burning all of my emotions from the inside out
I have set myself afire and for what it s worth I ll burn in hell forever if only to escape your apprehension
There is only one way out
But I will never make it out alive
Bury her words, bury these thoughts
But I will never bury my love
There is only one way out
Check the fuck out of this hotel called "life"