It's February and I just want April
To take my hand and pick me up again
Yeah I'm numb, but it's really not that bad
Love life til you get it wrong,
Take a breath and turn your head

Oh my god I've gotta get out of this trend
It's 8:00 in the middle of a last chance,
Can't we just pretend we don't know,
Anything or anyone or anywhere anyway

It's kinda scary in the dark in the dim light,
Can't I just pretend I don't mind,
Everything or everyone or everywhere anyway
I've got a lot of life and you've got nothing

Don't swallow the sun,
The moon isn't bright enough
We're all like flashlights,
Useless til you turn us on

Sex and cigarettes are real, the apocalypse Is Fate,
Replace the "t" with a "k"
Religion's a reminder that our past is filled with liars
I spell my name with capital letters,
But I don't talk much 'cause I'm a beginner at this life thing

Yeah I'm young but that don't mean much here
If everyone knows that they're gonna grow old,
Then why do we act like why we don't like the past?
If we had the chance we'd do it all over again
I've spent 21 years Replacing my old fears for new ones

I've asked why, how, and where?
More times than I care to remember
I've got 7 days 'til a new week comes,
And 24 hours to convince myself I'm real,
'Cause today I'm not so sure I even exist

Sitting by the sinners on a bad day
Everybody's kiss is contagious
I'm tired of watching wars on my tv screen
There's not an easy way to say this,
Nobody likes a winter Sitting on the wind while the trees get thinner

Can't you just pretend your a good kid?
Can't I just pretend I really give a shit,
Even though I don't really know how I want to live?
I promise I'll be a better person this time next year