(I'm) aggregated - I know

I clench my fist - and I go
It was my mistake - you're right
I know but I - just can't change

I went downstairs, the lights went on
I felt too insecure to move along
My life is not how you see it
I know what I'm able to, but I can't believe it

Tell me sweet lies I don't want to hear
I had the time to open my eyes
I'll have to see you again, now and then
I'm gonna laugh with you (if I can)

Anyway - I'm gonna stay -
Make the most out of everyday