My silent smile my hidden cry
My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what youve done
I guess this time you dont wanna fight
I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you dont
Care, you just dont care
I cant get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that I miss
But I cant feel what I had and now is lost
My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet thats why you can stay awake
I bet thats why you told me Im not lonely no way
I know you feel that Im too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you dont have respect for all of this
I know you dont
You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present