If I could, I'd put myself where I use to be
But now I don't know, where I use to belong
Can anyone tell me, am I right, am I wrong?
Atleast I know now I cannot see
What's behind me, what's forward me

But I'd like it better if I can make it better
I'd have it easier if I can make it so
But I know I can't, I never can
I can never give it up, never
This life is never enough, never okay
I don't want it painted black from today
But I can't give it up, give it in, give it all
Or leave it there, leave this behind

If I would, I'd lost everything behind myself
But now I don't know, where I need to be
Can anyone touch me, am I real, am I fake?
I cannot see myself trapped inside
What's behind me, what's forward me

But I'd like it better if I can make it better
I'd have it easier if I can make it so
But I know I can't, I never can
I can never give it up, never
This life is never enough, never okay
I don't want it painted black from today
But I can't give it up, give it in, give it all
Or leave it there, leave this behind

Better if I can make it better
Easier if I can make it so
But I can't, I never can
My life is always small
Knowing when to fall
But I can't give it up, give it in, give it all
Or leave it there, leave this behind