so much abuse from you
ive taken it so easily but now its just not right to do
with time standing still i take a break - i get away
reminisce on times ive spent with you
waiting for you takes too long
but thats the bullshit ive depended on
it seems im running faster, but falling slowly - where did i go wrong?

things used to be so perfect
everything was worth it
i saw life from another point of view
but now im thinking here again
you act like nothing has happened
like no ones heart is getting torn out from inside

im wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you
i find it strange you're so easily amused
but im still holding on and saying goodbye to you

"things are different now theyll never change" you say
well honestly im better off without you anyway
you can destroy me with your mind
and tare me from your heart
but in the end youll always be the one who falls apart

im wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you
i find it strange you're so easily amused
but im still holding on and saying goodbye to you