My heart booms at the speed of light
But the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight
I can say that I really want to stay,
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way

Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway,
Think things have getting too attached I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby

There is something that I gotta say
It's disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It's disgusting
It's disgusting, how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It's disgusting

My mind blinks like a traffic light
It's green and red and stop and go Changing all the time
And it makes me scared, that I haven't loved
That it's still right here, more or or or less

Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby

There is something that I gotta say
It's disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It's disgusting
It's disgusting, how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It's disgusting

Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster,
Becoming manic and magic it's so romantic I panic, oh
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, somethings up
What did you slip into my drink? Baby

It's disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It's disgusting
It's disgusting, how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It's disgusting

Oh, it's disgusting
Oh, it's disgusting
Look at what you do to me
Oh, look at what you do to me
It's disgusting
Disgusting