How do I sit back and think of my memories.

How I Use Pray wit my guarantee. I use to
cry wit my dad's tears in his eyes. I never know.
you can change your on memories. I never say
thank for what god give me. I never felt lonely
these pass days. I could belive she couldn't
looking in my eyes. I couldn't believe she didn't
cry one tear a bit. I couldn't believe she didn't
miss me these pass days. I can't believe I was
doing all of this. I couldn't believe she forgot
a about me. Howcome, She didn't give a kiss.
Howcome she didn't say anything to me. Howcome
she didn't leave me the keys.
I couldn't she couldn't look me in my eyes. I
couldn't believe she left me in the middle of
the night. I couldn't believe I didn't get my
last kiss.
All as now I'm just thinking of my
memories.