This is an excerpt from my journal
Words run in circles as blood boils
Dancing around my defensive decoy
It's an example of how I can never let things go
I can never let things go
That's not the way it was supposed to be
I tried to see their thought
My eyes can open shut
It's obvious now how the pattern repeats
I need to fight my impulse
Keep sight of what might help us
If it takes a man to admit he's wrong
Then I am ready to take that step
To take a risk and not look back