A proof of failure is right in front of me,
Somebody else's happiness to make my knees weak
Acting like nothing ever happened
I guess nothing ever did
I could calm this storm,
But I'm gonna turn my head instead
I was out
Then I was up
And now I tripped and I'm falling again
I was gone
Then I was there
And now I tripped and I'm falling again
Down and out
Even as a loser it's too difficult to move on
This hope for something right is broken but not gone
Maybe if I would've ignored you and not bothered digging the hole
Maybe if this were different I wouldn't feel quite as low