How did I get here?
And why the hell did it take this long?
I've buried a best friend
Inside my trash can you left outdoors

And you dropped me in the mailbox, my face paint still left on
And you accused I never loved you
I could say nothing to change your mind

Charlie, Charlie, Charlie My smile has become empty/ (lazy)
Heard you've been looking for me
Come on kid you know where I would go
See lately, lately, lastly
I would love for you to ask me, where the line between
My pen and mind's at war I tell MOST the truth you know

My voice is a hatchet It's forgotten how to whisper soft
My mind is a bucket, and it captures the rain
Sinking through the ceiling, landing on the rooftops

You told me you were filled up with love I said, "You've lost it"
You've said a mess of errors, you know not what it costs yet
But I know, I know I know

They say I've lost it all I watched them burn all the pictures of good pain on the beaches
And oh, if this is rock bottom ! Then I say, "God damn! The view from here is breath taking"