I used to hump my pillow at night
The type of silent prayer to help myself prepare for the light
Me and my cousin Duce would rank the girls between one and ten
And the highest number got to be my pillows pretend
Now I apologize to every high ranker
But you taught me how to dream and so I also thank you
I never had the courage to approach you at school
We joked around a lot and I know you thought I dressed cool
But I was just covering up all the insecurities that came bubbling up
My complexion had
Me stuck in an emotional rut, 'like the time you Flavor Flaved me and you called me
"Yo Chuck, they say
You're too black, man"
I think I'm too black
Mom, do you think I'm too black? I think I'm too black
Black Stacey
They called me Black Stacey
I never got to be myself 'cause to
myself I always was Black Stacey, in polka dots
and paisley, a double goose
And bally shoes, you thought it wouldn't phase me
I was Black Stacey
the preachers' son from Haiti
who rhymed a lot and always got the dance steps at the party
I was Black Stacey
you thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did 'cause I was just a kid
I used to use bleaching creme, 'til Madame CJ Walker walked into my dreams
I dreamt of being white and
complimented by you, but the only shiny black thing that you liked was my shoes
Now, I apologize for bottling up
all the little things you said that warped my head and my gut
Even though I always told you not to
Brag about the fact that your great grand
Mother was raped by her slave master Yeah, I became
Militant too
So it was clear on every level I was blacker than you
I turned you on to Malcolm X and
Assata Shakur in my three quarter elephant goose with the fur
I had the high top fade
with the steps on the side
I had the two finger ring, rag top on the ride
I had the sheep skin, name
Belt, Lee suit, Kangol, acid wash Vasco, chicken and waffle
Black Stacey
They called me Black Stacey
I never got to be myself 'cause to myself I always was Black Stacey, in polka dots
and paisley, a double goose and bally shoes, you thought it wouldn't phase me
I was Black Stacey the preachers'
son from Haiti who
Rhymed a lot and always got the dance steps at the party
I was Black Stacey
Youthought it wouldn't phase me, but it did 'cause I was just a kid
Now here's a little
message for you
All you baller playa's got
Some insecurities too, that you could cover up, bling it up, cash in
and ching ching it up, hope no
one will bring it up, lock it down and string it up
Or you can share your essence with us, 'cause everything about you couldn't be rugged
and ruff
And even though you tote a
Glock and you're hot on the
streets, if you dare to share your heart, we'll nod our heart to
it's beat
And you should do that, if nothing else, to prove
that a player like you could keep it honest and true Don't mean to call your bluff but
Mothafucka that's what I do
You got platinum chain
Then, son, I'm probably talking to you
And you can call your gang, your posse and the rest of your crew
And while you're at it get them addicts and the indigent too I plan to have a whole army
By the time that I'm through to load their guns with songs they haven't sung