This town had sunk it's teeth
Deep inside of me
And now i struggle just to breath

And this used to be my own safety
The side walks the doorkno
And the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

'cause i can't relive
All of those nights when i was
Afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
When i was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this!
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now

Look at me
I'm a mess
A mess of everything
That i never wanted to be

I can't relive
I can't relive
All of those nights when i was
Afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
When i was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW

All of those nights when i was
Afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
When i was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW!