God give and always taketh away
But the solace and the doom remains
On my knees and alone I await the grave
Bleeding out my veins
No one knows the weight of sorrow
Bears down and breaks my clavicles
Too far from both the beginning and end
The seasons change without me
Few things can compare to the weather in April
And nothing is real
See the mirror and it reminds me
I hate myself and I always will
Misery needs no other company
Seasons change despair still remains